Mineral Balancing & Spirituality

One of the most surpising aspects of the mineral balancing journey so far has been the expanse in my feeling of being connected to a higher being - to God. I didn't grow up deeply religious and I dabbled with religion whilst at University but it felt like there was a block, like I was approaching it all too intellectually but I didn't really feel it in my soul. I think was due to my inability to feel much or connect with emotions in general. When I started mineral balancing I had a a very significant calcium shell, I actually think it was high enough to be classified as the "petrified pattern" - any kind of calcium shell is typically seen as an indicator of past trauma and is associated with a blunting effect on ones emotions.

I am currently nine months into the mineral balancing journey and have just done my second re-test. My calcium shell is dropping away significantly and I have felt myself becoming more open emotionally, like I am finally starting to feel emotions, particularly anger and sadness but also happy ones too. I think this breaking down of the shell has enabled an authentic connected to God. It's so hard to explain but I can just feel that he is there, I know that he is there and I have faith that I am on the right path. My heart is opening and I want to let his light shine in. It is quite remarkable to be honest and when i started this journey it was the last thing that I was expecting to happen.

To be honest sometimes its really scary and I'm still trying to figure out what i'm doing and how I actually connect more fully with this feeling. Sometimes it feels like i'm going through a "dark night of the soul" whihc can be described as a painful period in ones life in which ones perception about oneself can completely shift and change in order for them to be reborn and move to a deeper level of understanding. Sounds pretty dramatic right? But honestly I have had multiple moments of fully like this on this mineral balancing jounrey so far and they all feel like a spiritual crisis, like for so long i've been disconnected from my maker and life essence and I'm looking to get back their to become whole. It's absolutely wild stuff!

So far on the mineral balancing journey I have been disappointed by the persistence of my fatigue thus far but I think the body has a wisdom beyond our comprehension and I can't help by feel that it knows it needs to fix my spiritual and emotional self in order to enable me to heal completely and get back to vitality. I am hopeful and optimistic for the future and trying to lean into faith to help me through this journey.